No rest for the Weary mom.

So, if you haven’t seen on instagram how exhausted I have been, let me fill ya in. I am never sleeping. If it isn’t my baby keeping up with his whole not breathin g thing, it is my 5yr old. Last night it was both boys. My oldest hates being alone, or away from mommy and daddy. He came in the room crying last night blankie in tow, crying for me.

In fact the #momlife is one main reason I am getting nothing done on the blog lately. I have emails to answer, can not get to them with the state of how my kids are. One being a bit sick and the other we are trying to keep from getting it and in the hospital again. TO say I am tired is an understatement.

Today being day 2 of writing a blog post, I am no makeup on, in leggings and a plain white tee. There is nothing special in my outfit, Why? Because I am exhausted and don’t feel up to getting dressed and makeup on. I haven’t slept in weeks and it is taking it’s toll. But, I wouldn’t dare dream of giving it up ever. I love my littles.

They are my everything and I would never give up on them, tired or not. Even when cranky I suck it up and put on a smile, you got to smile. Especially with an autistic child, they need you to be that happy strength. Not to say I do not have my down days I do, but I noticed it leaks to him and then he emulates how my attitude to the day is. Like a syphon of my bad day.

With these two there is always something fun to do and so even when exhausted I try to get them out and about. Nothing wrong with a bit of fun!

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  • Shelbee on the Edge July 20, 2018 at 10:21 AM

    Stephanie, hang in there, mama! You are doing a great job! You will get through this, for sure. Just make sure you are taking care of yourself so you can take care of those babies! And that last photo speaks volumes about you…tired as you may be…you still have the most beautiful and glowing smile on!


    • Stephanie July 26, 2018 at 1:36 PM

      Tha k kn you so much! I am trying so hard.


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