The house is a mess.

 

My house is a mess and I am exhausted and overwhelmed. The swelling was bad today. I mean bad. It hurts to walk, my feet hurt and feel flabby. Yes. Flabby. This whole thing is really affecting myself confidence. I feel bad because my fuse is short, and I feel awful that my son is sick and now has an ear infection again. It is a never ending story of this and that.

The house is a mess and I am overwhelmed but at least I have some coffee and 2 boys playing happily with their toys. #fashion #fashionblogger #ootd

These feelings of guilt over things like dishes in the sink and toys and stuff on the floors. Stuff like a shoe that my son was walking around in. The quotes I keep reading is the mess can wait those things aren’t as important the kids are only little for so long.

But at the same time there is this feeling of perfection. This feeling of I need to clean this and I need to get that done. And you know what it is hard when you can’t due to circumstances  beyond your control.

Health problems of my own and the fact I have a special needs child. And a teething 1 year old.

All this can add up on you and the expectations just fester in the mind. But are most of these things in the mind or is there really a problem? I do clean and I do try my best to get things done. The exhaustion of lack of sleep due to a child who doesn’t sleep well or at all. A baby boy that is teething and fighting sleep when it is bedtime. And a mommy who needs time alone. To be in the quiet by myself with a coloring book or a good book to read.

The house is a mess and I am overwhelmed but at least I have some coffee and 2 boys playing happily with their toys. #fashion #fashionblogger #ootd

 

Outfit

Tee : Target

Skirt :Dynamite clothing still available in black

Shoes: guess

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